I am home alone all day, in a quiet and clean house.
I wait for the call– scan results.
This music adds peace to the wait.
I take a spring walk, ipod in ears, playing the song “A Divine Romance” by Phil Wickham.
Fitting, for He romances me as I walk.
He places beauty along my path, then opens my eyes wide and allows me to see.
I delight like a child, my pace quickens, it has a slight bounce.
Everything is abloom, including my heart.
All is opening to the warmth of spring, coming out of closed bud.
Petals open with expectation.
I open and He fills.
He gives gifts, so creative, so delightful!
On this walk, it seems He has left them all about just for me.
Scents of hyacinth, they rise up from the ground.
Their stay is short but full, and their scent leaves a lasting impression.
He checks me out, then scurries away, mimicking my bounce with his tail.
A blue jay, twitters about, lands on a branch.
My chin is up as I pass, I’m straining to see.
Our eyes meet and it bursts out in song sung just for me!
I feel funny, bouncing along with this childlike grin.
Adding to the humor is my steel water bottle tucked away in my backpack.
The ice inside jingles with each bouncy step I take.
I think of a springtime, childhood, Easter song:
“Hear the bells ringing, they’re singing that we can be born again!!”
I think back to last fall when all withered and died down.
Nature and me.
It was a harsh season. I wondered if I’d see spring–literally.
Spring is HERE!
And–so typical–even in the midst of spring gift giddiness–
In the midst of open eyes and upturned chins
Life brings a reminder of my continued need of Him.
A nasty bug flies right into my upturned eye,
Within seconds I am distracted and fumbling.
Eye watering, makeup running, ipod dropping.
No mirror to get it out, and I’ve bounced too far from home.
“Lord? Would you help me get this bug outta here?
It is not pretty.
Bug guts mixed with mascara smeared on fingers and face.
It is messy.
I open to His touch and His gifts.
I bloom and I continue on my walk, with a slight bounce.
Divine Romance –Phil Wickham
The fullness of Your grace is here with me
The richness of Your beauty’s all I see
The brightness of Your glory has arrived
In Your presence God, I’m completely satisfied
For You I sing I dance
Rejoice in this divine romance
Lift my heart and my hands
To show my love, to show my love
A deep deep flood, an Ocean flows from You
Of deep deep love, yeah it’s filling up the room
Your innocent blood, has washed my guilty life
In Your presence God I’m completely satisfied
Eight Biblical Devotions To Prepare For Easter
{from John Piper’s Desiring God}
I just found this online and I’m excited to do this with my family this year. It is simple but meaningful.
We are going to start tonight and do it once a week until Easter.
I am using simple tealights as candles.
Below is the introduction,
then a link to click through to the readings
Introduction
Using These Readings
Each reading begins with a few sentences that summarize the thought for the day. All the rest is Scripture—letting God speak to us directly from his Word.
This devotional may be used weekly or daily. And if you choose, it also can be used together with seven candles, representing the Light of the World.
Reading Weekly
There is one reading for each Sunday of Lent and for Good Friday and Easter.
Reading Daily
Daily use should begin on the Saturday of Palm Sunday weekend. This leaves Saturday, the day before Easter, with no devotional, a reminder of the emptiness experienced by Jesus’ followers between his death and resurrection.
Without Candles
These pages may be used simply for personal or family reading and meditation in preparation for Easter. In that case, please ignore the bracketed candle instructions within each reading.
With Candles
The readings may also be used in conjunction with any grouping of seven candles. On the first day, all seven should be burning as you begin reading the first devotional. Bracketed instructions within the reading tell you when to snuff out one candle. On the second day, six candles burn as you begin reading, and you snuff out one of them when instructed, and so on. On Good Friday, the last candle is extinguished. Then on Easter, there are instructions within the reading to light all seven candles.
The Symbolism of the Seven Candles
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it” (John 1:5). But for a while it seemed as if the darkness was overcoming—for a long while.
Your seven candles symbolize the Light of the World—the Light that was God’s glory and that illuminated God for us—the Light that, in the end, seemed to have been darkened. As we move through the season preceding Easter, the candles are snuffed out one by one, until all are dark on Good Friday, when Jesus died and the earth was covered with shadow. Darkness apparently had won. The Light of the World had been extinguished. It was finished.
But NO! Easter brings resurrection! Life! Return from death! The Light has won and all the candles burn as we praise him—the Light of the World, the Bright Morning Star, the Glory of God.
Click here for the readings…
My heart is also heavy for Japan.
The images are just unreal and hard to imagine that it is reality.
Such suffering is so hard to see, and I am reminded, as the song says below,
that “This is not our home.”
We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things
‘Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we’d have faith to believe
When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not our home
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise