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Happy Anniversary, Husband!

Happy Anniversary to my amazing husband of 15 years!  
We have had quite a year, and our commitment to each other is stronger than ever.  I am so thankful to God for the gift of my husband!


{a video of our last year}
*If video gets “stuck” click on “youtube” at bottom right to watch it on YouTube
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“Cause we bear the light of the son of man

So there’s nothing left to fear
So I’ll walk with you in the shadow lands
Till the shadows disappear
Cause he promised not to leave us
And his promises are true
So in the face of all this chaos baby
I can dance with you” 

–Dancing In The Minefields, Andrew Petersen


I love that I get to keep on dancing with you, Todd.
Happy Anniversary, Baby.
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{A video of our years together that I made last year. I’ve had so many hair-do’s and a few don’ts!!}

FAMILY/ Love/ Marriage

Here In My Hottie Husbands Arms

I just got back from an 8 mile bike ride–yes, yay me!  I listened to my ipod while biking and on came the song “Here In Your Arms” by Hellogoodbye.  This song always makes me think of my Todd.  I love being in his arms.  I love how he feels and smells.  I love his kindness and gentleness, and his laid back-ness.  I love that he takes the time to listen to  me and really hear me.  I often think when looking at him from across the room, “He is a hottie, how did I get so lucky?”
For those of you who are about to gag at this public blurting of affection, I would not recommend that you click on the below video.  But– I do have a question..why do some people accept this type of PDA from newlyweds and those who just fell in love, but when it is a couple who have been in a long term, committed marriage, it seems to bring about discomfort in some people?  Are they just prudes?  Are they jealous?  Do they just not believe that it is possible after 10 years to actually mean and feel fun, flirty and genuine words of affection?  What is it that brings about that gag reflex? Just curious.
Well, I think that not only is it possible, it is how God intended it to be.  Has anyone read Songs of Solomon lately?  Now that is some pretty steamy public blurts of affection!
Counting Gifts/ FAMILY/ Kids/Family

The Gift Of A Vacation–One Thousand Gifts #22

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I know it is not Monday, but after such an amazing vacation with my family, I had to post about the gifts.  We spent a week in Breckenridge and had a super good time.  I am so grateful.


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~LIFE.  I am alive.  He has brought me– carried me to this place of mountains I dreamed of when I was sick.

~standing on snow in shorts

~my youngest girl and her cousin, discussing Grandpa and Grandma’s generosity to provide this family trip

~amazing food everyday.  Nourishing.

~a smile on my face that is hard to erase.  How can I keep from singing and shouting His name?

~ a morning, 2- block walk alone to the Amazing Grace Natural Cafe

~granola w/ cranberries, bananas.  Soy milk in a small metal pitcher. A ‘just-out-of-the-oven’ scone.

~listening to the locals banter.  They are regulars here at this Amazing Grace cafe. I would be too, we would be friends, if I lived here.

~getting caught on my walk in the sprinklers

~an early morning stroll alone.  I find a church.  I stop to gaze at the cross top and thank Him for this day.

~candles burning in old church windows

~grandma bouncing grand baby

~brooks, streams and rivers

~grandpa chuckling to himself while reading from his Kindle

~energy to have FUN.

~His  BIGNESS!  He made these mountains!!

~on these mountains, my eyes seem to see the furthest east to west.  This is how far He has removed my transgressions!

~cousins playing board games

~a life that is so very blessed.

~journals and books

~a fancy dinner with my mother-in-law and sister-in-laws.  One of my favorite memories made. My heart bursts with love for them.

~the quaint shops of Breckenridge.

~my girls searching for the perfect souvenir to buy with the money Grandpa pulled from his pocket.

~listening and hearing my husband.  Putting my defenses down, caring more for his feelings than my own.  God’s grace to do so.
~my awe in a spice store.  Amazed by all the scents from nature, I again praise the Creator.

~white water rafting.  The warmth of my wetsuit (we won’t talk about how they smelled).  Safety.

~ my girls squeals of joy when rafting on white water

~Alpine slides and chair lifts

~cordless earphones in the car for our girls. A DVD player.

~ awesome time to bond with husband as kids watch movies in the car

~a private suite within a large family cabin.  Our own kitchen and bathroom.  Amazing.

~daughter overcoming her fear on chairlift

~alpine treetops.  Viewing them from above.

~bumping into friends I have not seen in over 24 years!!  So good to see you, Melissa & Jon!

~’fake’ Keens that worked just as well as ‘real’ Keens

~watching nephews rock climb.  Their will and determination.

~bro-in-laws. Their unique personalities.  Their love for their families.  Their wisdom.

~cousins rock collections, their discovery of textures and colors

~the swiveling, wall-mounted t.v. in our suite

~orange poppies.  Their heads dancing, pointing toward majestic mountains

~family strolls, family time

~veggie pizza, served on white and red checkered tablecloths

~a leisure afternoon of shopping, when what the clock says just does not matter

~cupcakes with my cuppy-cuppy cupcakes!  Sweets with my sweetie-pies!

~a- latte -a- day—-my vacation splurge

~a family train of twenty biking down the mountain.  Our splitting up then meeting again creates the rhythm of the day.

~feeling so alive as I coast down the mountain.  The words in my head–“The firmament shows His handiwork!!”

~forcing myself to not smile while biking, don’t want bugs in my teeth!

~baby bike buggy

~daddy taking his girls horseback riding so I can shop alone

~flowering cactus, another something to delight my girls

~kind, patient zip line instructors

~safety on all 6 zips!

~little girls with big courage

~flying across the canyon, celebrating that I can!

~safety.  Our trip ends with an ambulance and paramedics.  They give our youngest 2 thumbs up after falling onto cement from 5 feet up.  She wanted to help pack the top of the car, and proceeded to do so after being told no!! Ugh.

~a sore wrist, but not broken.  A raw knee that can still walk.  A red knot on her head but no serious head injury.  Safe.

Counting Gifts/ FAMILY

One Thousand Gifts #21

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One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are

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~celebrating father’s day, the wonderful fathers in my life
~sitting, shaded on my dad’s deck.  So relaxing.
~my girls wrapped up in his hammock
~new home decor, given to me by a friend
~vacation plans
~vegetables, my cravings for them
~a husband that announces how blessed he is to be a father on Father’s day
~a growing garden
~my girls delight in their guinea pig
~my oldest confidence shaped as she volunteers for our local library
~my middle girl to her grandpa “one more hug?”
~summer movie pass
~chatting with my sister-in-law at the pool
~walk with husband, talk with husband. Words that bond.
~my sun room
~a break from doctors appointments
~company coming this week, the excitement of it
~books, books, books
~my ipod
~Scripture spoken through my ipod, The Bible Experience
~spray paint, how it transforms
~wise words from a friend while we walk and talk

Counting Gifts/ FAMILY

One Thousand Gifts #20

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One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are

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~brown mustard seeds, popping and dancing in my saute’ pan
~aroma of Indian spice
~3 girls who gobbled up their Madras Curry, their expanding palates
~a lazy summer day
~creamy dreamy almond milk
~a giddy joy in my heart
~God answering clearly my question “what next?”
~desire to obey His answer and focus on husband after a year of fighting cancer and lots of self focus
~another reconstruction step completed, body healing, one step left!
~the drink holder in on my bike, especially when it holds an iced latte!
~direction on what to eat.  A week of no meat, no dairy. The adventure of it.
~taste buds that now prefer vegetables, a sweet surprise
~being present with my little ones, which causes me to notice…
~…my middle girls beautiful bow- shaped lips…
~…my oldest and the way she lovingly encourages those younger than her..
~…my youngest, the smiley twinkle in her eye–the same her daddy has when he smiles
~fingernails strong, no longer breaking from harsh meds
~melted crayon discs, my girls joy in creating
~daily bike rides to local health food market.  Buying fresh for that evening’s dinner.
~farmer’s market fun with oldest. Browsing hand-mades, pointing out favorites.
~a husband’s forgiveness for my harsh words
~inbox with words of love from my readers. They encourage, despite my lack of posting lately!
~new facebook relationships.  Learning from them and their stories.
~that He gives us just enough for each day, and promises to walk us through
~a Pizza Sunday–I finally made it to one!– precious time with family.  
~Carma time, Keeli time, Wendy time, Molly time.  Love the ladies in my life..
~women from City Impact kitchen crew filling my living room. The blessings they showered me with.
~ a negative lump biopsy
~a biopsy being done the very day I was seen for it.  No more waiting, got in before school was out.
~after the initial fear, the indescribable PEACE I felt.  An experience I would not trade.
~Todd’s mom. She shows up whenever and works in my yard, pulling weeds.  
~my handyman dad, his response to my home breaking on me?  “Make me a list.” 
~my grandma in town from Missouri, her safety from the tornado and the chance to get to see her!
~mood meds that are working better than I ever imagined.  I am so grateful.

Counting Gifts/ FAMILY/ Spiritual

One Thousand Gifts #19 & Faith Thoughts

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One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are
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~bikes tuned up and ready to roll
~experiencing light at the end of the tunnel
~quiet
~a hard working husband
~and 8 year old with an apologetic heart
~friendships forming
~summer planning fun
~ice cold ice
~the safety of family who were close to the path of the Missouri tornado
~warm, sunny days
~library books
~being greeted by Carla & Jane on Sunday–the beauty of the church body
~Pizza Ranch with Dad and Pam to celebrate her birthday
~3 little girls movie date with Grandpa Don
~ G’pa & G’ma’s pool & pool house, the memories made there
~my faith increased

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Faith

I’ve asked God to increase my faith.
I see what Abraham had–His faith was “accredited to him as righteousness”
I want that type of faith. 
I want to make God smile, another way to show my love for Him.
Faith comes easy in these moments of overwhelming gratitude.  
He has cared for me so!
I pray to say, as Paul did:
“I have learned, in whatever state I am, to be content.” –Phil. 4:11
I feel a contentedness, but I am in a good state.
I long for the type of faith it takes to find that contentment, even in the miserable state.
Even in the tragic.
This type of faith takes a training, a learning.
It includes the 
trial of faith, the
discipline of faith, the 
patience of faith, the
courage of faith
These stages are often passed through before receiving the goal–the victory of faith.”–L.B. Cowan
How to obtain this type of faith?
~Request it
~Wait patiently for it
~Read His Word
~Do not be swayed by the Accuser
~Allow yourself to be stretched
~Submit, work on the “yes”
~Stay plugged into the source of faith, through His Word
~Stay in conversation with God
~”Remember the works of the Lord”–Psalm 77:11
~Be steadfast, unmovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord!–I Cor. 15:58
~When the answer is delayed, look for the lesson
~Be aware that testing and trial produces perseverance, let this spur you on. –James 1:3
~List the gifts. Focus on the goodness.
~Do not lose eternal perspective–“In light of eternity…”
~Remember He works ALL things out for my good. –Romans 8:28
~Ask for new mercies, know that they are “new every morning!”–Lam. 2:23
~Recognize that trials and waiting brings a dependence, an intimacy with God, that would not otherwise be possible
~Know that “He is able to do exceeding, abundantly above all we can ask or imagine!” -Eph. 3:20
Counting Gifts/ FAMILY

One Thousand Gifts #18

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One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are
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~tough times, they show my need for Him
~chocolate granita
~hair that keeps on growing
~a chance meeting with my father-in-law. His kind words and eyes.
~beautiful, life-giving walks with Nanc and Carm.
~sister phone calls
~sister facebook chats
~flowers from my mom
~alone time
~moments alive
~awareness of His presence
~kind doctors that “get” me
~peace while waiting for test results
~the power of His whispered name
~creamy, chewy steel cut oats with cranberries and cinnamon!
~pills that allow me to be me
~a cold that only lasted 3 days! Yay!!
~handy dandy Greens Pak
~my daughters sickness, allowed me to spend 6 full days with her
~watching my youngest fall in love with soccer & the joy it brings her soccer-loving daddy!
~deep, timely talks with my oldest
~skin incisions that heal quickly
~very little surgery pain
~another surgery crossed off the list
~a chest that looks its best:) Thank you, Dr. Hinze.
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